someone I call my superman..

so I am back, writing again. you have no idea how much pain I've been through in 2012. brokenhearted took most of the time to heal. I know someone. funny, good looking, he knows how to make me smile. but.. he never spend his time that much with me. he thinks I'm sensitive, but all I actually want is just him. dude, I'm just seeking for your attention. he never made me feel better when insecure creeps over. sometimes he makes me feel even worse. he makes me wait. always. I often go to bed crying thinking if he's serious whenever you tell me those three words. I'm sorry. but.. everytime I try to prove him that he's not my everything, I fail. I wish you knew. cause you ARE my everything. I just can't go a day without you. I love you.