2019
fast forward to 2019. i feel bad i've forgotten about this blog. the years have changed, but I'm still the same. the same old insecure alisa. I've known this guy for 4 years now, but something doesn't feel right, i love him way too much to let him go, but he makes me sad more than he makes me happy. he makes me feel insecure. he makes me feel like I'm annoying. i feel like a psycho girlfriend. but when he makes me happy, i am the happiest i can be. i have to wait for hours, heck days even to get a reply. god pls tell me what to do..